Poem: What Difference Does It Make

People stop and look at me

They don't understand what they see

Instead the slot me into a stereotype

But I like to think we're all different prototypes

You might have already experienced what I'm about to

But to me its all new

This is my first and only chance at life

So what difference should it make if I want a husband or wife

I doesn't change that I'm just like you

I eat the same foods

I experience the same feelings and moods

I wear the same clothes

I watch the same TV shows

It's not easy being me

Because so many people disagree

With the life I lead

But what they don't understand is it isn't a want or need

It's just quite simply who I am

It shouldn't make a difference

Whether you are gay or straight

We're told not to judge someone on their appearance

So surely it isn't too late

To stop people trying to hate

Others based upon their sexuality

Because quite simply its not an abnormality

Let me know what you think.

- Esjae xo

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Poem: Not For Your Entertainment

I've really been struggling to get back into writing poems, but I have finally written one today that I really like:

Not For Your Entertainment

You know my name not my story

You see me fall down but you won't help, just simply ignore me

Behind my eyes are the silent tears I want to cry

But instead I'll wear a smile that's an innocent lie

There are so many things I want to say

But I'll save them for some other day

I'll pretend I'm filled with happiness

Because today there isn't anything I want to confess

You can try to guess

But I won't tell you anytime soon

It's almost as though this fake happiness is some kind of costume

Too many people pretend they want to know you

But all they want to do

It talk about you

I'm not going to be dragged into that black hole

Because I want to keep some form of control

On my life and what you know

As it isn't for your entertainment, its not a stage show

I know who I can trust

And with them there isn't anything I can't discuss

At times I might not make the best decisions

But I'll always have the few who support my ambitions

There might be times I take these people for granted

But I'll always appreciate the support they have given me

As they always look beneath the surface and really see

How I'm feeling on my good and bad days

They will never ask for me to explain

Because they already know whats going on inside my brain

That's why I don't care

If some people stop and stare

Because I have the people around me

That know me and look beyond what they see

It's their opinion that I care about

Not those who talk to you to have something to shout about

- Esjae xo

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Poem: No Matter

Okay, I've tried to write a poem all day and I've been getting frustrated at the fact I couldn't write anything I liked - this is what I have ended up with:

No Matter

No matter where I turn
There is always something new I have to learn
Sometimes I feel so alienated
But then that makes me become even more motivated

I want to prove to everyone that I can
No matter which side of the fence they stand
Whether they have always believed in me
Or if they have hated me and everything I've wanted to be

I'll always want to see everyone else smile
Before I can, as that's what makes me feel worthwhile
I want to put everyone else first before me
As its their happiness I want to see

I've always believed, if you don't try you never will
But even still
If you try and can't succeed the first time
Remember, 'Quitters don't win' before you resign


- Esjae xo

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