Poem: One Day Maybe

Six years old
In my mind I'm stuck alone and cold
Say you understand
All that was lost at a monsters hand
Say it will be okay
But it still lives with me even to this day
I'm now twenty one
Still trying to win this battle that can't be won
A ghost creeping up on me
Clouding the happiness I deserve to see
Pulling me back into the past
Reliving the memories I wish didn't last

One day, maybe,
These memories will leave me
I need a voice
Its my choice
To tell my story
To let me be free
So that I can live this life without
A single doubt

But I'm being held back
Afraid of being put under attack
For telling the truth
About all that happened in my youth
I'm older but I'm still fragile
I'll get stronger and become someones idol

- Stacey xo

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Poem: It's Christmas Day

It's Christmas Day
So many people to see, so many things to say
The tree is decorated
Certain members of the family are tolerated

The turkey is cooking
The children are looking
To see if Santa has been
The veg is pealed all fresh and green
Presents in the stocking
Fairy lights are sparkling
Carols being sung
The mistletoe is hung
Crackers on the table
Children happy and playful
Christmas pudding and mince pies
Men wearing novelty ties

It's Christmas Day
All that's left to say
Is I hope you have a day full of love and forgiveness
Merry Christmas


- Stacey xo

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Christmas is Coming: Christmas Tree Poem

Christmas Tree:

It's time to decorate the Christmas tree
With all the festive things people love to see
From the fairy lights
Twinkling so bright
To the star on the top
Glittering in the window making people stop

Baubles red, gold and green
Shiny and bright so that they can be seen
Ornaments hanging from the branches
Catching the light as it twinkles and dances
Tinsel twisted around the tree
Framing everything that you can see.

- Stacey xo

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Poem: 21

Now that I am turning 21
In some ways my life has just begun
Born on 9th November 1993
Who thought I would become the woman I've turned out to be

Fought a battle since I was six years old
Only just found the courage to tell a story I never thought would be told
I have a loving family forever supporting me
Encouraging me to be the best I can be
I have a beautiful fiancée
Who I will love eternally
I may not have had the easiest path to get here
I may have played most of it by ear
But I know I can look back on my past 21 years
Knowing I have worked hard to get here, blood, sweat and tears
Facing many of my fears
Shedding a few tears
Cherishing moments and memories with friends and family
Things I can look back on quite happily

Moved out of my family home
Grown up and created my own
Found a love I never thought I would experience
Finally found my real independence

Looking back there are so many things I am proud of
Looking around me there are so many people that I love
Looking into the future
It's looking like an adventure
Letting go of the past, but it's still travelling with me
Ready to write the next part of my life for everyone to see
Ready to see where this journey will take me
Ready to travel with my friends and family



- Stacey xo

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Poem: I Want To Live My Life As I Should

I write how I feel down

Afraid that the words will come alive if I say them out loud

Some days I feel so alone

But how do I feel alone when my secret is now known

To the outside world it looked like you cared

But really all you did was make a little girl so very scared

Taking away the innocence of her childhood

Before she even really understood

I'm older and wiser now

But even still I can't understand how

You could do the things you did to me

Preventing a child from living her life carefree

I won't let you hold me back

Even if I face my triggers and have another panic attack

I want to live my life as I should

I want to live my life like everyone else would

- Stacey xo

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Poem: I Look Upto You

I have been given something not everyone gets the chance of
The who don't are angels in the sky looking down on us from the sky above
People we wish were here with us, people we will never forget
People we weren't ready to say goodbye to yet

Because of them I can't give up when things get too hard
Because of them I put a smile on my face even though my mind might be scarred

When I don't know what to do
All I have to look at you
And I'll know you're looking back down at me
Even though you aren't visible for me to see.


- Stacey xo

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Poem: Sometimes I Might

I'm gonna put a smile on my face
Otherwise I'll look like I'm in a distant place
Experiencing things I'll never forget
Related to someone I wish I never met
But deep inside something tells me to keep going
Deep inside something tells me to keep growing

Sometimes I might seem like a closed book
Sometimes when you talk I might not be able to look
I might feel uncomfortable in a room full of people
I don't want to be treated differently, we're simply equal
I might fidget when I talk about topics that don't come naturally
I might have hard days but they only last temporarily
Sometimes I might want to bolt straight out of the door
But I am a person, nothing less and nothing more

I am not defined by the things that have happened to me
I am me, the person I want to be
The person standing in front of you that you can see.


- Stacey xo

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Poem: She

She's like chocolate on a rainy day
She's the words I can't say
She's the comfort in the dark
She's the long walks in the park
She's the hand I want to hold
She's the one who holds the secrets I've never told
She's the future in my present
She's the one who makes me content
She's the laughter in my eyes
She's the comfort when I can't help but cry
She's the smile on my face
She's the one who puts me in a happy place
She's my perfect kiss
She's the one I never want to miss
She's the one I want by my side
She's the one in whom I can always confide
She's the one whose love I never want to hide
She's the one who makes everything fun
She's the one who I wake up next to in the morning sun
She's everything I have ever asked for
She's the one I'll always adore




- Stacey xo

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Poem: Real Love

I might only be twenty
But that doesn't mean
I don't know what's truly real love

We could spend every second of our lives together
But I'll still wish those seconds could last forever
I could be holding her close to me
But that doesn't mean
I don't wish she was even closer

It's like a connection fuelled by electricity
Connecting her to me
Invisible for anyone else to see



- Stacey xo

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Poem: A Mother's Love

Ever since 9th November 1993
You've been the biggest part of me
Giving me memories that I'll treasure
Surrounding me in a love that will last forever

You were there for my first word
By my side whenever a problem occurred
Taught me to walk
And held me when I couldn't find the words to talk

My first best friend
The one who taught me to be myself and not pretend
Taught me to tell the truth
And made sure the fairy took my first tooth

You've looked after me when I was sick
Laughed at all my jokes even if I was taking the mick
Picked me up and dusted me down
No matter how far I've pushed, you've always been around

You know me inside and out
Stood there when I scream and shout
You give love like no one else can
Because we've shared a bond ever since the first scan

You taught me to be proud of myself
And about all the important things in life
Love, happiness, family and health
You don't need money to feel as though you have a lot of wealth

You've always been the best mother to me
Proud of the person I've grown to be
Showering me in an unconditional love that's plain for everyone to see



- Stacey xo

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Poem: One Plus One Makes Two

It's as simple as
One plus one makes two
That's the way I see me and you

A sum that just works
Two people who are just meant to be
Simple for the world to see
But confusing for you and me

It took time to realise
What everyone else knew
That it should be me and you
As simple as one plus one makes two



- Stacey xo

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Poem: She's The One

She's the one I turn to
She's the one who
Picked up the pieces of my broken heart
She's the one who hasn't given up from the very start

She's the tattoo on my arm
She's the one who protects me from harm
She's the one who taught me to trust
She's the one there because she care not because she must

She's the one I want to wake up next to
She's the one who
I can always open up to
She's the one who knew

She's the one I can confide in
She's the one where my head could lose and my heart could win
She's my comfort in the night
She's the one I'd lose to in a fight

She's the one by my side
She's the one who
Will be my future bride
She's the one who's always on my mind

She's the one
She'll forever be the one
She's my only one



- Stacey xo

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Poem: The Year

2012 is the year things would change
2012 is the year things did change
The year I realised I couldn't hold these feelings in
The year I decided I needed to fight the demons I held in

2012 I told my story once
2012 I told my story twice
The year I knew I was ready to learn to be me
The year I decided I wanted to let people see

2013 I fought a battle
2013 we fought a battle
The year you taught me I wasn't alone
The year I abandoned the place I once called home

2014 the year it came out
2014 the year I had no doubt
The year I was doing the right thing
The year I was fighting a battle I was going to win

- Stacey xo

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Poem: Slowly

One day I will be free
From the horrible memories you have forced upon me
Slowly I am getting there
Slowly my mind is learning not to care
About a secret I was once to scared to share

You may think I have come along way
But my mind often likes to stray
Like anyone I have good days and bad days
Sometimes I struggle to know what to say

I'm slowly learning how to let my feelings show
Slowly sharing a past I wish I never had to know
It's always going to be apart of me
But it isn't something people will always see

-Stacey xo

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Poem: To Those...

To those with no food on their plates
To those who think that they have no mates
To those who think they shouldn't eat
To those who simply want to concede defeat

To those addicted to some kind of substance
To those who feel as though there is no purpose to their existence
To those who felt abandoned from birth
To those who feel as though they have no self worth

To those with no roof over their head
To those who don't know when they will next be fed
To those who think they would be better off dead
To those who were forced to wed

You are not alone
Just because you battle silently doesn't mean that we don't know
Just because to us you have no name
Doesn't mean that you should feel ashamed
Or feel as though your life is, in the slightest, a little bit lame

There are so many people in this world fighting their battles alone
People who have been cast aside with no chance to grow
Why can't we give another the slightest bit of hope
The smallest hint that they are able to cope

A simple smile when you pass a stranger in town
Could be the remedy to lift their troubled frown



- Stacey xo

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Poem: I am Gay

I am gay
But what am I truly trying to say
Am I asking for your acceptance
Or am I ready to experience your resistance to my existence

I was all to willing to live my life as a lie
All too scared to see my own mother cry
All too afraid that my own father would be ashamed of me
That my family wouldn't understand the person I am meant to be

But I guess I am lucky when it comes to my family
Because they say they're proud of me
But what are they actually proud of
They shouldn't have to be proud that I can openly love

I shouldn't feel as though my sexuality
Means that there is something wrong with my personality
Nor should I feel as though the love I have for another is filled with immorality
I shouldn't look a stranger in the eye and feel as though I have an abnormality

Why should you pity me for a love that makes me feel as though I belong
I don't think I could ever understand why you see it as being so wrong

Isn't true love, really true love when you wake up and think this is fate
So why are you telling me that this is just a phase and that I need to wait
Why when you don't even know me are your words filled with so much hate
When all I want to do is take the one I love out on a date

We're taught not to be prejudice
To consider each others feeling and not be too negative
We're taught that we shouldn't judge someone on their appearance
So why should my sexuality make a difference

I am gay
But it isn't something I should have to state or say
I shouldn't have to stand up and shout
Hi, I'm out



- Stacey xo

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Poem: People Tell Me

People tell me that I'm strong
But I think that their wrong
Truth is I fight the only battle I've ever known
The only battle that's made me grow

Only recently have I fought it head on
It's still work in progress, I haven't quite won
I'm just thankful that I'm no longer on the run,
From the voices in my head telling me that my life will never be much fun
I've finally got my feet on the ground
Living a life I never thought would be found

No longer hating myself
Believing in my own personal wealth
Putting my dreams on paper
Knowing I'll check them off sooner or later



- Stacey xo

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Poem: Everyone Has A Fighter Built Inside of Them

Some people will stereotype you
Judge every little thing that you do
They maybe better off
Look down at you, tut and scoff
But they might not work for everything that they've got
You should be proud because you've given everything your best shot

Everyone goes through different things
That's why you need to enjoy the little things that life can bring
No two lives are the same
So don't look back on your life and feel ashamed

Life is a battle that can be won
Don't always need to be on the run
Don't let people bring you down
You have earnt your crown
Just because you fight your battles privately doesn't mean
You are your own king or queen

Everyone comes from a different past
But that doesn't mean you don't have a future set to last
Everyone has a fighter built inside of them
You can beat your demons, its not a matter of if, but when




- Stacey xo

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Poem: Build a Forever Together

I will love you for all time
Give you every reason as to why you should stay mine
Whether you want me to wine and dine
Give you all my time
Bring you fancy things
Always tell you that you're beautiful, an angel without wings

You are so special to me
Do anything to make you see
That you're the one I want to spend my life
Prove it to you, buy you a ring, make you my wife

Build a forever together
Our relationship I'll always treasure


- Stacey xo

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Poem: The Future

I've never wanted to look to the future as I was always too scared of what I would see
But ever since there has been a you and a me
The future is all I've wanted it to be

You have replaced fear with hope
Where I was once wondering how I would cope
I am now longing for all of our future plans
From asking you to marry me
And you becoming my bride to be
To seeing our babies first scans

I know with you the future isn't something I need to be scared of anymore
Because if at anytime I need it you will be there with words to reassure
Thats why with you I ook forward to everyday and all that it brings


- Stacey xo

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