Life: Let's talk about you and me, Let's talk about all the good things, And the bad things that may be

I haven't written a post about my life in a while, I should probably get back into it. I have all the good intentions of doing it,its just life gets kind of busy sometimes and I forget and then I can't remember what has happened because it all just merges into one. So I'm going to go all the way back...

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Poem: To Those...

To those with no food on their plates To those who think that they have no mates To those who think they shouldn't eat To those who simply want to concede defeat To those addicted to some kind of substance To those who feel as though there is no purpose to their existence To those who felt abandoned from birth To those who feel as though they have no self worth To those with no roof over their head To...

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Poem: I am Gay

I am gay But what am I truly trying to say Am I asking for your acceptance Or am I ready to experience your resistance to my existence I was all to willing to live my life as a lie All too scared to see my own mother cry All too afraid that my own father would be ashamed of me That my family wouldn't understand the person I am meant to be But I guess I am lucky when it comes to my family Because...

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Poem: People Tell Me

People tell me that I'm strong But I think that their wrong Truth is I fight the only battle I've ever known The only battle that's made me grow Only recently have I fought it head on It's still work in progress, I haven't quite won I'm just thankful that I'm no longer on the run, From the voices in my head telling me that my life will never be much fun I've finally got my feet on the ground Living...

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Poem: Everyone Has A Fighter Built Inside of Them

Some people will stereotype you Judge every little thing that you do They maybe better off Look down at you, tut and scoff But they might not work for everything that they've got You should be proud because you've given everything your best shot Everyone goes through different things That's why you need to enjoy the little things that life can bring No two lives are the same So don't look back on...

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Poem: Build a Forever Together

I will love you for all time Give you every reason as to why you should stay mine Whether you want me to wine and dine Give you all my time Bring you fancy things Always tell you that you're beautiful, an angel without wings You are so special to me Do anything to make you see That you're the one I want to spend my life Prove it to you, buy you a ring, make you my wife Build a forever together Our...

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Poem: The Future

I've never wanted to look to the future as I was always too scared of what I would see But ever since there has been a you and a me The future is all I've wanted it to be You have replaced fear with hope Where I was once wondering how I would cope I am now longing for all of our future plans From asking you to marry me And you becoming my bride to be To seeing our babies first scans I know with...

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Poem: My First Real Love

My girlfriend is the greatest gift I could have been given Having her by my side has made me more driven Knowing that she is my first real love Something, someone I could never let go of I thought I had been in love before But between me and her we have something a lot more It was so easy to say I was in love before when I had nothing to compare it too But these feelings I have for her are completely...

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Now Posting on Writers Cafe

Hi, I have recently signed upto writers cafe - my poetry and other written works will be posted there as well as on this blog: Stacey J Hubbard - Stacey...

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Its Okay To Be Gay

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1hlCEIUATzg&feature=youtube_gdata_player - Ellen Page I don't often openly talk about my sexuality, but this is so true. I am incredibly lucky to have such amazing and supportive family and friends who have made me comfortable enough to be able to be myself. It took me a long time to be able to feel comfortable to feel that I could be openly gay, all because of...

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UPDATE! 2014

Hi! At the end of January I decided to start writing poetry again which lead to me wanting to get this blog back up and running again. Over the next few weeks there will be some changes to the blog, I have already changed the name from Esjae Official to Stacey J Hubbard and purchased a domain accordingly. I have also updated the layout - which still needs some work and am adding some new sections...

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