I will ensure that I price the ebooks as low as I can to ensure that they will still be available to as many people as possible!
Please keep checking back to see my first release in the ver near future!
Exciting times ahead,
- Esjae x
“In late 2007, filmmakers Ariel Schulman and Henry Joost sensed a story unfolding as they began to film the life of Ariel's brother, Nev. They had no idea that their project would lead to the most exhilarating and unsettling months of their lives. A reality thriller that is a shocking product of our times, Catfish is a riveting story of love, deception and grace within a labyrinth of online intrigue.” – Taken from (youtube.com/watch?v=BuE98oeL-e0)
The film Catfish is a ‘documentary’ based upon the life of a photographer Yaniv Schulman (known as Nev) who is based in New York. There is some controversy as to whether the film is real or staged, but which it is, is it a great film! I was completely captured for the full 86 minutes following every twist and turn in the story.
There is a great use of incorporating different media such as Google maps, Facebook Messages, texts, and phone calls – by including these the creators have made the film feel a lot more personal as well as making the audience feel as though they are apart of the film. The film also raises many of the discussion points about Facebook and our online ‘social lives’, such as do you really know who is behind the profile picture?
I would definitely recommend this film because you wouldn’t expect the film to turn out how it does after watching the trailer, also there are definitely some lessons to learn from the film too!
- Esjae x
So many things are happening in the world around us
Addicts searching around to find a fix to get a buzz
Millionaires trying to find something to spend on
Politicians’ see the problems but scrub their minds to get gone
What about the single mother stranded on the street
Who thought about the homeless man on the street with nothing to eat
You chose to forget, just like me
Because you just didn’t want to see
What the world is turning to be
All too wrapped up in our own lives
To worry about those struggling to survive
What do you think of this one?
- Esjae x
As you can see from the picture above, I got my poem ‘Homeless’ published in my local newspaper the Cambridge News weekend edition on Saturday October 15, 2011!
- Esjae x
What do you think of the video version of my poem ‘Ain’t No Other Way’?
- Esjae x
What do you think of this video for my poem, ‘A Life Lost’ – A poem about the soldiers fighting in the war.
- Esjae x
I want to start a blog roll of poetry blogs so that people can find their way to more poetry blogs so if you have a poetry blog and want me to check it out and possibly add it then please comment here with it or e-mail me at esjae-official@hotmail.co.uk and I’ll get back to you as soon as possible.
I want to start my ‘Esjae Recommends’ feature soon too, this will be posts to do with all of my favourite things and reviews too – on music, books, films, blogs anything really that I think is worth commenting on! So keep your eyes peeled for this one!
Also don’t forget to like my facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/theesjaeofficial
Thanks,
- Esjae xup
Right so there was two youtube videos up over the weekend – so head to my youtube channel to check them out and tell me what you think of the poems! http://www.youtube.com/theofficialesjae
I will be posting more at the moment I’m working through the poems from my ‘Words From A Teenage Mind’ ebook which you can download from my downloads page.
I’m also currently working on a lot of fresh material and trying to come up with some new poems, I also hope to get a working on a short story and start developing my story writing skills – but time will only tell if I’m any good at it!
So there’s a little update for you – I might not post as much over the next few days because my college work and exams are taking over my life at the moment! But keep watching out on my youtube channel for new videos!
- Esjae x
I now have the beginnings of my studio, somewhere I can actually sit down and write!
I got The Writers’ and Artist’s Yearbook 2012 today so hopefully that will give me a few tips on where I can send and put my poetry to get more people to see it!
So many things to get sorted still but it’s definitely heading in the right direction – hopefully I can get a few videos up soon, I want to release some mp3 recordings of me reading my poetry too so I definitely have a lot to come!
- Esjae x
Tomorrow I’m starting to rebuild my studio which means I will be able to start making youtube videos again and record some of my poems and possibly get back into rapping (this has a big maybe next it.
I can’t wait to show you what I come up with!
- Esjae x
Babies crying all around
Off to sleep they go
No one daring to make a sound
Nappies, clothes and toys
Gifts for all the new girls and boys
Helium balloons and teddy bears
Presents from a proud father to show he cares
About his child so small
Whispering in its ear
‘If only your grandparents where here
They’d shed a tear
But they’re looking down on you now
And trust me, I know they are so so proud
Not only today but of who you will be
Whether you’re like your mother or me
None of us can wait to see
You have my nose and eyes
And your mothers beautiful smile
But we have the greatest gift that we could ever receive
And I promise you, I’ll never leave.’
What do you think? I tried to get inside the mind of a new father, and being a woman this is a hard task – do you think I achieved it?
- Esjae x
My new phone has arrived today and I can record HD videos on it! So now I’m thinking of going out and shooting some footage so that I can create some videos to go with my poetry for my youtube channel! I’ve got some ideas of the poems I want to do this for but I need to see if my ideas will work when put into practice.
- Esjae x
I haven’t been able to post any poems for the past few days as typing really hurts.
Yesterday morning my knee gave way whilst I was crossing a fairly busy road which meant I ended up falling over and landing really heavily on my right hand (luckily I’m left handed!) – Now it’s all bruised and sprained which has meant I have to keep it strapped up, which isn’t very fun! As soon as it’s a little bit better I will be able to get all the poems I’ve been writing up here.
Also tomorrow I should be taking delivery of my new phone which should in theory mean I am able to update this blog even when I’m not in front of my laptop!
Thanks for staying with me!
- Esjae x
Star in the night sky
Your sitting so high
On the throne you should have had all along
You shouldn't have left, it feels so wrong
But we all know that you couldn't change a thing
So now we'll be thinking of you all year long
Winter, summer, autumn and spring
We will be reunited one day
And together we will stay
What do you think?
- Esjae x
In the very near future I’m going to be offering you the chance to sponsor a post or even my whole blog. I’m still working on all of the finer details of it but I hope to offer this in the very near future!
Watch this space.
- Esjae x
Remember you can ‘like’ my Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/theesjaeofficial
Or you can now add me as a friend on Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/esjaeofficial
- Esjae x
Over the next coming weeks I hope to get more videos up on my YouTube channel, as I think this is another way I can reach more people, if you have a poem you’d like me to record then let me know in the comments or by e-mail or on twitter.
I hope to make the investment of a new microphone at some point in the near future as I’d really like to record my work properly and possibly try out rapping again!
I’m going to add another section to this site featuring all the comments and feedback I receive on my work from the other forums and websites I’m a part of.
Going to be updating this blog more than ever – thank you for all the comments and feedback.
Please if you like this blog share it with your friends & family.
- Esjae x
I posted my poem ‘I’m Just Sleeping’ onto the Blogger Coffee Shop forum and this is one of the comments it received:
‘Wow I think that’s a beautiful piece. I get the feeling that’s its written by a girl in an abusive relationship that went too far and abused her fatally yet even though he killed her, she still loves him and thinks he cares.’ – John Malo
This poem was infect intended to be about knife crime although I do love it when people interpret my work in different ways!
Let me know your thoughts on this poem!
- Esjae x
I have joined a poetry forum so that I can share my work to a wider audience and I’d like to share a couple of the comments I received there for my poem ‘Jailbird Love’
‘Powerful and from the heart...that's poetry in a nutshell’ - uani73
‘This poem is so deep and personal it has left me searching for words... Beautifully tragic, I think would summarise this.’ – Connor. M
I love getting all and any feedback on my work – I can’t wait to post more work on http://www.thepoetryforum.co.uk and to see what the other member think of my work!
Don’t forget you can post your thoughts on anything that I post here on each blog post, so get involved!
- Esjae x
Plunging deep into my skin
I’m fighting a battle that I want to but can’t win
My eyes flicker and give you hope
Just as my body is shutting down, it can’t cope
The machines are beeping
You keep telling yourself that I’m just sleeping
My killer is running free
But on their conscience it’s me
In their mind I’m all that they can see
Just kiss my good night just one more time
Let’s forget this night and terrible crime
Let me give up this fight
I promise to light up the night
Be the brightest star in the sky
Just let me go, let me sleep, let me die
I promise to talk to you everyday
Even if my words you cannot hear
I promise one day we’ll be together again
I just don’t know when
What do you think?
- Esjae x
I want to reach out and help you
But I feel useless like there is nothing I can do
I can see the pain in your eyes
I can see through your lies –
Saying that you’ll be alright
This isn’t a battle you have to fight
You don’t have to do this alone
I’ll be there for you, just ask, pick up the phone
Whatever your problem, big or small
I’ll help you to pick yourself up and walk tall
I know that you can do
Anything you put your mind to
And so does everyone else too
Have a little self belief and be proud of who you are
It doesn’t matter that you’re not rich and that you don’t drive a fancy car
You’re you, the one who means so much too so many
To those who don’t care if you don’t have a single penny
What do you think?
- Esjae x
You can now get a physical copy of ‘Words From A Teenage Mind' Vol. 1’ from just £3.95 +p&p.
I have self published this book but one day I hope to have a publisher and be able to get my books onto shop shelves but for now I will continue to try and keep producing books and ebooks for all of my readers.
This book doesn’t include as many poems as the ebook version I have already released but it includes a small number of my personal favourites which I have written and those which other people have commented they like.
Please share this blog with anyone who you think will enjoy it, and PLEASE share the link to purchase this book as all of the profits I gain from it will all be put back into this blog to help create more content for you!
Let me know what you think.
- Esjae x
Hood up, head down
Plodding across the ground
Face mysterious
The public become curious
Hood up, head down
The misunderstood frown
Walking around
The soul never found
Hood up, head down
Strolling through the town
Ahead another rowdy crowd
All with heads bowed
Hood up, head down
Plodding across the ground
Heading home again
Tonight I have found enemy and friend
Hood up, head down
Once again...
This is the first poem I wrote which I was proud of when I was 13.
What do you think?
- Esjae x
After some consideration I have decided it’s time I put in some extra work into this blog so I have decided to give it a bit of a make over and a relaunch!
I hope to be able to offer new content and expand what is included in my posts!
Watch this space – more to come in the future!
More details about these changes will be posted on my twitter @staceyhubbard93
Thanks
- Esjae x