Poem: My Point Of View

I'm stuck in this nightmare
Struggling to act like I don't care
You got yourself into this mess
I wish I could pretend that I couldn't careless

I've tried helping you time and time again
But there's no helping you
It's not a question of if but when
It's almost like you can't help the things you do
Acting out like you have no clue
Especially about how much your hurting everyone around you

I wish you could see that what you're doing isn't right
And that you could appreciate why we've all put up such a fight
Your not only damaging yourself
Through ruining your health
But your making it hard to love you
When you do all the things you do

I wish there was something I could do to stop it all
You don't know what its like to watch you fall
Deeper into that blac khole that takes over all of you
I just wish you knew
What all of this does to me
And then maybe you would see
What its like living this life from my point of view



- Esjae xo

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Poem: A War We'll Never Know

They’re fighting a war we’ll never know

Just wishing for them to come home

But instead they’re out there

Doing the things we’d never be able to bare

Putting their lives on the live

Not knowing what they’ll find

Some have come home with battle scars

Some have come home in funeral cars

Others have mental scars

However they come home

They will never be alone

For we should give them as much support as we can give

For without them this life we’d be unable to live

We should remember the freedom they have given everyone

We have no reason to whine or moan

Because we are still walking the earth under the sun

With the chance to see are children play and have fun

Without them we wouldn’t have this life

Or the chance to hope and dream

So if things are the way you wished they’d be

Take a minute to think of those who have lost their lives fighting for you and me

Taken from my new poetry book.

- Esjae xo

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