Poem: When I Don’t Belong

I know when I don't belong
That's why right now I'm contemplating getting gone
I don't want to be here
If you don't want me near
I've always tried to do my best by you
All I ever wanted was appreciation for the things I do

Instead you throw it back in my face
Telling me that I don't belong in this place
That I mean nothing to you and I'm just a waste of space

I don't need telling twice
I've tried playing nice
Even after you pushed me away
I still tried to stay
Maybe it was the wrong thing to do
But all I wanted to was be there for you
And in my head I just knew
That you wouldn't be able to do it alone
I've left, I've gone, but if you need me just pick up the phone
It's not that I don't care
You just made me feel like I didn't belong there

I hope one day you'll see
That you'll always mean something to me

 

- Esjae xo

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Poem: It’s Time

Watch the rainbow paint the sky
Don’t let time pass you by
Memories are created by families and friends
Forget all the arguments it’s time to make amends
Try and find a way back
It’s time to get on the right track
Never let your dreams slip away
Because tomorrow is a new day
The future is in your hands
Turn the page; it’s time to make some new plans

What do you think?

- Esjae x

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Poem: Already Broken Promise

I was supposed to be your girl
The one you grace with diamonds and pearls
I swore to never hurt you
But look at what you can do
Is this you at your best?
With each lie that comes I’m waiting for the rest
If this is what love is supposed to be
Then this isn’t what I want, not you and me
Lets go back to the days when we first met
The days I really want to forget
People say things they don’t mean
But I know what I’ve seen
We can make up after a fight
But not this time, we’re not going to be alright
Let’s be honest
Oh wait, let’s go back a minute you’ve already broken that promise
I’m fed up of trying to put my life back together
Especially when you said we’d last forever

 

Tell me what you think

-Esjae

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Poem: All The Good Things...

Good things start small
Good people walk tall
Good things come to those who wait
Good people don’t take the bait

What goes around comes around
Don’t let it knock you to the ground
Words sting
Just remember your dreaming
Got your future planned
Not making decisions off hand

Remember
Start small
Walk tall
Sit tight and wait
And good things will come to you

 

This is a really old one, but I still look back on it because of the message in it. What do you think?

- Esjae x

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Poem - Ain’t Life a Bitch?

Friends come and go
Just like the waves of the sea
Creating a web of lies
Is that the way life is meant to be?
Your muffled cries
Ignored by those who are meant to care
Laying motionless in a ditch
And all they are able to say is,
Ain’t life a bitch?

What do you think to this one? Too short to be effective?

- Esjae

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How One Add One Makes Three

You were my lover, I was your lover
Wasn't any other
It was just two, not three
Just us, you and me
Instead you said she was only a bit of fun
I'm all packed ready to run,
Don't understand how one add one makes three
Thought two was how it was meant to be
I'm gone, not coming back
After all I've done for you, you put my heart under attack
I'm calling it a day
Don't want to, can't, stay
No way things will be how the used to be
You've changed, not me
You want her, so go
But I hope you understand, and know
There won't be any coming back
Because I'll find another who gives me what you lack

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Time for Cease Fire

Raising the white flag, time for cease fire

Guaranteed, you're a liar

Trying to love you

It's the hardest thing for me to do

No trust

Too much lust

Moving on, the future is where I should be

Landing on my own, just me

Can't look back, too many memories to see

You want another try

My heart agrees, my head replies - "What to lie"

Don't know which it should be

Small steps into the future and we'll see

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