Poem: With Me

There's something about you
That drives me insane
Everytime you say my name
And do the things you do
When you get nervous
You make me feel like I have a purpose

It doesn't matter what we do
Or where we go
I didn't want to fall fast
But now that I have, I want it to last
I don't care if we go slow
As long as I'm with you

Show me how
Tell me now
If you want to be
With me


- Esjae x

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Poem: Used To Be

It's kind of crazy
How I used to be your lady
I still remember your birthday
And the way you used to lay
With me at night

How did we come to this
Defined by something we can't put right
Talking about the things we'll miss
Just give me one more kiss
Something to hold on to
Did I tell you that I still love you

Walking away isn't something I want to do
Don't get me wrong
I know together we don't belong
But if I could
Then I would
Relive ever memory that we made
Just so that it doesn't fade




- Esjae x

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Poem: Your Love

Some would say that you are my dreams come true

I would say you are more, especially with all that you do
Ever since the day that we met, you have supported me
And helped me to be everything that I have set out to be

I'll always cherish your love

I'll put you first and above
Everyone and everything else in my life
In the hope that one day I can become your wife



Esjae x

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Poem: I love you

I could travel the world and I still wouldn’t come close to you
And all the little things that you do
And the memories that you have given me
I'm so glad that when I'm with you it's only me I have to be
Your my panda and I'm your tiger, they're our nicknames for one another
And some days you call me your lover
But no matter what happens I will always love you
And all that you do
I'm so glad that I'm going to become your wife
Because it's with you I want to spend my life

I wrote this poem for my boyfriend, Scott.

What do you think?

- Esjae x

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Poem: Real True Love

I love the way you feel, the way you touch
The way when you're not here I miss you so much
I never feel worthy of your love
You're so precious, only to be described as an angel sent from above
I'm never going to stop proving my love, until you believe
That by your side I will always remain, never going to leave
I will give you everything I can emotionally and physically
You've got my love unconditionally
I would promise you the world, the moon and stars
But that wouldn't compare to the promise of a relationship as good as ours
What we have between us can only be described as true love
And I'll always think I'm undeserving of you
And every single little thing that you do

What do you think?

 

- Esjae x

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Poem: My Heart Instantly Knew

To have you is a blessing
And now to the feelings in my heart you have me confessing
Never thought I would find someone like you
But once I did my heart instantly knew
You’re the one to be by my side for life
I dream to be made your wife
With you I have a bond so strong
Everyone can see we’re meant to belong

When we’re apart I can’t help but miss you
And all the little things you do
Your hugs, your kiss
They’re impossible not to miss

 

Another ‘lovey’ one – What do you think?

-Esjae x

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Poem: My Best Friend and Love, My Angel From Above

From the moment I looked into your eyes
I was greeted by loves surprise
Never thought I would be here in your arms
Guarded from all harm
Please don’t push me away
Because with you my heart will always stay

I believe in you
Have faith in all you do
No doubt that to me you’ll be true

I don’t want to spent a minute apart
Because our love is like a work of art

My best friend and love
My angel from above

 

What do you think? -  I dug this one out from deep within my external hard drive (meaning it must be from way back when I just started writing poetry!).

-Esjae

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Poem: The Long Goodbye

This is where my heart lies
Right here in this moment
We're stuck for words,
Neither of us know how to say our goodbye's
Reminiscing over the gifts that were sent,
The hours that we spent together
Promising each other our forever

Never going to forget what you've done for me
Never going to forget the dreams you made me believe
Never going to forget the world you made me see

We're trying to say the words our hearts long to speak
We're taking separate paths because our journey together looks bleak

This is the long goodbye
In my head I know why
But my heart just longs for us to lie

 

Let me know what you think

-Esjae x

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Poem: I Can Always Live With The Memories

We are done
But let’s not be forgetting
All the memories
And the making of the melodies
We’ve had our fair share of
Arguments, fighting and fussing
You take a step forward
But I’m quite happy staying back here in the past

I might be blind
But baby understand
I’m willing to let you go
If you let me stay here
With all of our memories
I might sit up all night
But it’s not the daily fights that stay on my mind

Remember how we used to be
But I guess the world just got in the way
Every day you had to work really late
Each night I was willing to wait
Don’t tell me you were just chillin’ with your mates

See where we end
It’s just like where we began
Remember the days when I made your world go round
It’s hard to watch you go
But I can always live with the memories

 

What do you think?

- Esjae x

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Poem: Already Broken Promise

I was supposed to be your girl
The one you grace with diamonds and pearls
I swore to never hurt you
But look at what you can do
Is this you at your best?
With each lie that comes I’m waiting for the rest
If this is what love is supposed to be
Then this isn’t what I want, not you and me
Lets go back to the days when we first met
The days I really want to forget
People say things they don’t mean
But I know what I’ve seen
We can make up after a fight
But not this time, we’re not going to be alright
Let’s be honest
Oh wait, let’s go back a minute you’ve already broken that promise
I’m fed up of trying to put my life back together
Especially when you said we’d last forever

 

Tell me what you think

-Esjae

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Poem: All You’re Worth

I’ll give you all you’re worth
From the moon and the stars right down to the earth
Let’s stay together for the rest of time
Just promise that you’ll be mine
And that you’ll never let me go
Say that our love will grow, is that even possible
This love is already magical
Never thought I would have something so special
Never thought that one person could take over my mind
I think that this could be a sign
That you are meant to be mine
And that we’re meant to be together
For now and forever
Together we can take on the world
I want to be your only girl
The one to know your deepest secrets
And to never become one of your greatest regrets

 

Thanks for reading, let me know what you think of it in the comments.

- Esjae

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Poem - A Dream Love

Your breath on my neck
Our lips pressed together
A feeling I can’t describe
Every time your eyes meet mine
I fall deeper in love,
With your smile, with the blue in your eyes

I don’t need to search anymore
Because standing in front of my door
Is my knight, my Mr. Right

With so many fish in the sea,
I didn’t realise how easy it would be,
To find someone perfect for me

On my mind twenty four seven
My new found heaven
A future life
I long to be called your wife

This poem is one from a while back – I hope you enjoy it and like always let me know what you think! It’s featured in my ebook available on amazon.

- Esjae x

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Lyrics #2–Chorus/ Hook

Chorus:
Never thought, you'd be one to walk away
Never thought, you'd give up so easily
Never thought, you'd turn your back on me
Never thought, you'd leave me on my own


I’ve been brainstorming a few ideas for some lyrics today, this is one of the short hooks/ choruses I cam up with.

Let me know what you think

-Esjae x

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Rest In Peace

Wouldn't say that I'm religious
Couldn't say that I'm superstitious
But I'm praying, begging, God please
Can't  you see that I'm on my knees
Need a chance to be in your arms
Away from all and every harm
I say I'm fine but I'm not alright
Because you're not here to hold me tight
You're not here to dry my eyes anymore
My life can never be the same as it was before
If I had the choice to give it all up to have you back here,
To have you hold me near
Then that's exactly what I'd do
I may sound selfish but I need you
If I can't have you, then can I have my own wings
Just to see you for a day, you see these tears they sting
I'm useless on my own,
My life is meant to be with you, not alone
I just wish I could look up and see
You looking back at me
You've got your halo now
But forgetting you isn't something my heart could allow
You were my world and you still are
The only difference is your not here,
But instead you're lighting up the sky as my star

You're forever in my memories, always in my heart
Never did I think that we would be apart
Thought it would be impossible for my love for you to increase
But please don't worry about me just rest in peace.

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How One Add One Makes Three

You were my lover, I was your lover
Wasn't any other
It was just two, not three
Just us, you and me
Instead you said she was only a bit of fun
I'm all packed ready to run,
Don't understand how one add one makes three
Thought two was how it was meant to be
I'm gone, not coming back
After all I've done for you, you put my heart under attack
I'm calling it a day
Don't want to, can't, stay
No way things will be how the used to be
You've changed, not me
You want her, so go
But I hope you understand, and know
There won't be any coming back
Because I'll find another who gives me what you lack

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Spoken Word Learnt My Lessons

 

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This poem doesn't really rhyme very much, but that was intentional I wanted this poem to be unconventional like the scenario in the poem. I got the idea for the poem from a lot of what is happening in the media at the moment.

Poem:

I may not be one hundred percent faithful
Definitely not any kind of angel
Living two lives
Not one, yes I’m two wives
Your ring is on my finger during the day
Replaced by his at night
No I’m not here to fight
Look just sit down and listen
When I’m with you there is something missing
Don’t talk, let me finish
The way he loves me is lavish
He treats me to nice things
So I gave these second blessings
I know it’s wrong
And I shouldn’t be dragging the two of you along

You can have the ring back
And I’ll pack my things in the sack
I know you see me as the devil
Even I didn’t think it was possible
To be in love with two people
But I did it
And now I’m quitting it
Because I don’t want to be playing around with your emotions
Now that I’ve learnt my lessons

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Poem - My Only Love

This love is consuming me

It's creating the sinner in me

Taking over my mind, body and heart

When I'm with him I can't let us be apart

It's been like this between us ever since the start

He's always been there to love and care

When we're apart if feels too much to bare

We stay strong united in our love for each other

Because his love couldn't be replaced by another

Whenever I hear him whisper my name

I know that between us this love will always remain

We may fight and argue

But I know that this happiness inside of me is all down to you

When I'm wrapped up in your arms

I know that I couldn't come to any harm

As its the safest place that I can ever be

I hope that I never have to set you free

Because that would destroy me

At night I lie in bed

And its only thoughts of him that run through my head

I know that not an inch of my heart could ever stray

Because with him I am meant to stay

The one who gives me a purpose

Who tells me that I'm not worthless

Everyone can see that we are meant to be

We don't need to think about the if, buts or maybe

Because together we can see the problems through

between us, just us two

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Poem–Don’t Have You

Dear Mr Right who is obviously Mr Wrong

First up I want to say, I want my heart back because with you it doesn't belong

See I know it doesn't matter about me and you

And everything that you put me through

All the lies and cheatin' isn't something my heart will allow

Life is tough but I understand you want to be with her now

I'm starting to take a new direction

One that doesn't need any of your so called affection

You committed the three deadly sins of love

Lie, cheat and beat

Yeah, that's right, you can tick all of the above

Now you see when it comes to me and you

I was always in last place, back of the queue

Didn't ever think that I could be without you,

But now I know that I'll be fine

And that without you my heart won't flat line

I've realised that I've got to dry my eyes

Because chance for love with another is going to arise

I used to put you first and me last

But now those times are times of the past

Now that you've broken my heart

And we are living out lives apart

All because you put our love under attack

Don't ever expect me to take you back.

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