Poem: My Point Of View

I'm stuck in this nightmare
Struggling to act like I don't care
You got yourself into this mess
I wish I could pretend that I couldn't careless

I've tried helping you time and time again
But there's no helping you
It's not a question of if but when
It's almost like you can't help the things you do
Acting out like you have no clue
Especially about how much your hurting everyone around you

I wish you could see that what you're doing isn't right
And that you could appreciate why we've all put up such a fight
Your not only damaging yourself
Through ruining your health
But your making it hard to love you
When you do all the things you do

I wish there was something I could do to stop it all
You don't know what its like to watch you fall
Deeper into that blac khole that takes over all of you
I just wish you knew
What all of this does to me
And then maybe you would see
What its like living this life from my point of view



- Esjae xo

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Reunited!

It's official! Me and Rachael have been reunited... it was a beautiful moment! Three weeks actually feel like forever...No word of a lie. Basically we have just done an all nighter to do our assignment that is due at 10am... I say we I mean me, Rach opted out of this assignment.

Back to the beginning of the day (now in fact yesterday). I had the worst nights sleep, my body wanted to be alive but my brain didn't want to be and they couldn't agree. It was truly devastating, especially at 9am when I finally decided to leave my bed and start doing things with the day.

I decided to go shopping. SURPRISE! (well not really but ya know!)

I got myself some new glasses (the drinking kind not the, oh look I'm blind type) as I have recently discovered I have broken one of mine and 2 have cracks in them, I also got two uber awesome blankets - a Toy Story one (yet another surprise) and a VW Camper Van one (my love for these beautiful beasts still lives on).

My day after my trip to the shops was slightly less productive, hence why I had to stay up all night to finish this assignment. See that is dedication for you!

Myself and Rachael had an uber awesome conversation with Katie-Jo who has yet grace us with her presence - she is longing out her Easter break, like really GET YO ASS BACK BIATCH.

I'm casually trying to kill time until I have to go into uni to print my assignment out and hand it in...

- Stacey xo

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Poem: Your Inner Wealth

Sometimes it's hard to be surrounded in positivity
When all your feeling in your head is negativity
Its like when your life is moving so fast and all you want is for it to slow down
Longing for a little bit of simplicity
Just to create a safer place for your mentality

See some people spend all their time searching for money, fame and fortune
So when they have something good its almost as if they've become immune

Sometimes your the only one putting your life under attack
If that happens its time to take a step back,
Look at all the things you have in your life
And appreciate the people around you
Mother, brother, sister, father, husband, wife
They are all there to support you in the things you do

If you're losing faith in yourself
Look inside you for your inner wealth



- Esjae xo

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