Sunday, 30 October 2011

Poem: Christmas Time

Christmas treesFalling LeavesHolly and mistletoeChildren playing in the snow Family and friendsMaking amendsCelebrating the festive seasonExchanging gifts with meaning and reason What do you think? - Esjae x...

Poem: What We Are

Teenagers, prejudiceLouts and layaboutsHoodys, scumTimes have changedCommunities rearrangedKnives carried for prideCars taken for a joy rideYou only see the badAll the things that make us madYou want us to changeBut we can’tIt’s how you make us todayWe need opportunitiesSome sense of responsibilitiesWe are the youth of todayBut we can’t repay to the communitiesYou’ve taken everything awayThen leave...

Poem: What I Need

So many things that I wantTop of the list is a knight and his steedSecond is true loveFollowed by an angel sent from aboveTrue love and protectionWhat I need is your affectionBut there are some things that I’m dreaming about, if onlyYou were the one to hold me when I’m lonelyThen I wouldn’t have to be dreaming anymore What do you think? -Esjae x...

Poem: We’re Becoming To Be

I know I’m not perfectBut I do my best to get as close as I canYou say I don’t need to changeI see the doubt of you own words in your eyesOur relationship used to be fineI knew one hundred percent you were mineBut lately people made me question how we feelAnd if our love is realTo them we can’t beAnything more than averageBut I thought we were perfectAnd nothing lessIt was only you I wanted to impressPeople...

Poem: I'm Living My Truth Without Your Lies

You think you know it allYou think you know meBut if I tell you the truth you would stop and stallIf you open your eyes then maybe you would seeThat I'm not longer going toPlay your gamesPretend that to me you're being trueWhen really you have 101 different love flamesYou maybe 'Mr Perfect'But really you're 'Mr Disrespect' You haven't got the right to say to meWho I should beWhen you have me confused...

Poem: We Will Always Have Yesterday But Never Tomorrow

I wait for the night timeTo see you star in the night skyAnd when it's time for sunriseI have to say yet another goodbyeAt least I can stand here by your grave sideTo talk about the memories we madeAnd the lives that you have savedI can look back to yesterdayAnd I can be angry that you weren't able to stayBut I'm reminded of the future you have given all of usEven though you won't be returning on...

Ebook: The Big Idea

Right, I had an idea for a brand new ebook – a little inspirational ebook! I want everyone to tweet me their dreams –what do you want to achieve? What do you hope the future brings? What do you want to be doing 10 years from now? Whatever your dream is – Please tweet me @staceyhubbard93 and let me know what it is use the hash tag #thebigdream – Once I feel I have sufficient entries to create an ebook...

Poem: Until You Make It

I might not be who you want me to beBut I’m telling you nowI’ll be making it back somehowI’ve been making the headlinesBut only because life has no streets signsTo point me in the right directionI have no angel to offer me protectionSo I have to carve my own pathwayReady for when it’s my dayDon’t be forgetting itOr you’ll be regretting itThe day you make your nameIs the day when your life won’t be...

Poem: Unfaithful Lies And Crazy Accusations

We’ll be sat at the dinner tableTrying to hold a conversationBut the foundations of this love are unstableUnfaithful lies and crazy accusations are the foundationsWon’t be long until the first plate smashes to the floorAnd I’m heading to the doorThe tears on your face can’t bring me backCan’t change it, no that’s a factSo many times we’ve tried to have this talkBut I’ve had enough and I’m going to...

Poem: Too Good To Be True

When everything goes wrongYou’re always the outsiderThe one no one believesMaybe I should have realisedThe friendship we had was,Too good to be true When they all come runningI’ll always rememberWhen I became the outsiderThe time I should have realisedThe friendship we had was,Too good to be true. Now I knowNever forgottenThe outsider I will always beI have realisedThe friendship we had wasToo good...

Poem: Time To Come Clean

The situations getting oldPeople are talking, things are being toldI know I should have walked awayBut it was my heart that strayedPlayed games with my mindIt was only his love that I could findYou’d decided to head on homeBut it was to another I’d decided to roamOne more danceCaptivated by his glanceI know I’ve got to come cleanEspecially as so many have seenHim and meThis situation isn’t rightI...

Poem: This Should Be The End

Save me from fallingI don’t want my heart to be calling,After youRemember the times you criedAccusing me of things, saying I had liedBut it wasn’t me, was itThis should be the end of us shouldn’t it?Cursing my nameBut it’s you with the unfaithful fameDon’t be throwing accusationsEspecially when we’ve had too many confrontationsI’m ready to leaveBecause I just can’t believeThat you have strayedWhile...

Just A Quick Update

Things are going so well at the moment. This blog has gone past the 2000 views mark which is an amazing achieve considering it's not been up for very long. I want to say a huge thank you to everyone who has downloaded my poetry ebook 'Words From A Teenage Mind' either the first release or the signed edition. Thank you to everyone who has given me any type of feedback, I really appreciate it! -...

Poem: Them And Me

Tell me what you think of meI know the truth must be badEspecially now, after all that was saidYou say to me that you’ll never forgetBut when you’re with them it’s already forgottenYou tell me, honestlyBut you tell them truthfullyIt could have stayed like thisBut I broke the patternI knew I couldn’t competeWith these, I’ll remember our honest memoryYou remember your truthful memoryAt least with us...

Poem: The Truth

You want things to be rightWe talk all nightBut deep insideI know we can’t hideThe truth that we want to denyLike two pieces of a puzzle that just won’t fitNo matter how hard we tryWe just can’t lieIt always ends the same wayWhat we think is rightThey know is wrongWe can’t hide the fact we want to deny What do you think? - Esjae x...

Download: Signed Poetry Ebook–Words From A Teenage Mind

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Poem: The Silent Suffering

A tear running down your faceYou explain your painDay after day you’ve sufferedEvery hour you’ve never said a wordYour voice unheardNow you have the confidenceThat you once lostSeparated from the world you once belonged toAll you need is a sense of security What do you think? -Esjae x...

Poem: The Step I Have To Take

How many chances before you call it a day?How many lies have I got to hear before I get my say?I’m hearing so much nonsenseBoy don’t you have a conscienceCan’t you see what you’re doing to me?A romantic gesture, on bended kneeThat isn’t going to help you nowI can’t even scream about that other cowYou’ve reduced me to petty name callingI wish I’d known when you had me fallingThat I wouldn’t be your...

Poem: The Performance

Speakers make the sound loudPerformer onstage proudDoing their thingTo hear the crowd singSo many lights make the temperature soreNow the audience wants moreWhat’s this you hear?Could this be an encore? This is a bit of a short one, what do you think? -Esjae x...

Poem: The Minority

People stop and stareThey’re the ones who need a sign saying bewareWhen they know your nameThey’ll start following your gameYour names in lightsSoon people are in your faceThis is when you need some headspaceThey’ll start stabbing you in the backTheir words on the attack All I’m trying to say isKeep your headWatch your backFocus on the track,Laid out in front of youForget about the small fewThey are...

Poem: The Lasting Memory

Things will changePeople will move onMemories forgottenThe only thing that will stick in my mindIs the way you stick by my sideTrue friends foreverThe one memory treasured in my headKept safe forever What do you think? - Esjae x...

Poem: The Feeling Inside

Your hand in mineFor all of timePlease guide me throughAs I never want to be without youYou’re the breath in my bodyYou’re the beat in my heartI’ve been waiting for this feelingThat I’m slowly revealingI need to hold youA need that’s become overdueYou’ve opened my eyesTo the feelings I have inside What do you think? -Esjae x...

Poem: The Best Is Yet To Come

A part of you is a part of meAnd will always beBut now we’re throughWe’ll walk our separate waysIt may take daysBut in time you’ll seeThe best is yet to comeI hope you understandAll is said and doneWalk with your held highBecause both of us knowHow hard it is to say goodbyeWith all the memoriesAnd special placesIn one of those new facesYou will find loveAnother heart to treasure What do you...

Poem: Take Every Chance

No second chancesRefuse to give you any second glancesYou walked out on usAnd left me behindAnother door has closed in my faceBut I just stand up once againAnd face the world with a smileBecause I know I can do betterThan what you gave meFind another who loves me for who I am Every day is a fightBut for once I’ve seen the lightAnd I know that this life is my fightTo prove myselfTo me and no one elsePush...

Poem: Stay By My Side

You’ve opened my mindTo what the future could holdFingers intertwinedHearts beat in timeYou’re like the puzzle piece I’ve been trying to findYour love feels electricPulsing through my veins I’m ready to flyWith you by my sideGliding through everythingHappy or sadGood or badTogether is how we’re meant to be I like the way you say my name,The way you never want to bring me painAnd...

Poem: Spiralling Love

Love, hate, passion and fateOne minute you’re walking tallThe next you’re falling beyond all controlIf it wasn’t for the glint in your eyesThat shot me to the skiesMy heart wouldn’t be breakingAnd this smile I wouldn’t be fakingI just wish I was the one on your mind at nightAnd during the day we didn’t fightSaying things we didn’t meanBelieving what everyone else has seenI know I’ve had my chanceBut...

Poem: Sorry For Breaking It To You This Way

I never asked to fall in loveI’d already given upDon’t need an angel from aboveI’m all out of luckI’m not willing to tryIt will only be a waste of timeSorry if it’s not what you what you want to hearBut I just don’t want you nearI’m sorry for breaking it to you in this wayBut there wasn’t anything else for me to sayThere’s not much either of us could doI just don’t love you What do you think of this...

Poem: Something To Remember

Some people call you crazy, I call you mineTogether we’ll last till the end of timeWritten like a fairytale, our love is meant to lastForget about the past, look into the futureTogether we’ll make it something to remember A moment together will last foreverSaying those three words to each otherAnd knowing we’ll never partAlways treasured in my heart Written in the starsIs our future in each otherGuiding...

Poem: Someday Soon

Today maybe a new dayBut there will always beThe problems on the outsideThe people who can’t see who you really areThe ones who want you to be different You always say, make the best of what you haveBut how can you when,You know someone will dieYou know someone will be unhappyYou know everything is out of your hands I know tomorrow is comingAnd there’s nothing you can doNo one will start a newFor...

Poem: Small Steps

Music plays in my head like a movieYou’re the soundtrack to my lifeIt’s never going to be easyBut you’ve always been around to save meNow you’ve caught me just before I fallYou hand grips mineTaking small stepsDon’t know who I’d be without youYour face decorates my dreamsYour hand guides me down the streetMy heart won’t beat without youI can’t take a breath without you Take a step back,See who you’ve...

Massive Thank You!

I’m saying a massive thank you to every single person who has downloaded my poetry ebook for free – ‘Words From A Teenage Mind’. So far it has been downloaded 167 times! That is way beyond anything I could have ever imagined! If you haven’t already downloaded it then please do! The link to go to is: a title="http://www.megaupload.com/?d=HTYFUHE7" href="http://www.megaupload.com/?d=HTYFUHE7">http://www.megaupload.com/?d=HTYFUHE7...

Poem: Sleep Tight

Each number has a nameAnd each name has a numberImagine being lost in a crowdNever to be foundJust a number with a nameA name lost in this worldFighting for you and I For us to have a piece of mindI hope you sleep well tonightKnowing a number with a nameDied for you tonight What do you think? -Esjae x...

Poem: She Says She Loves Him

She says she loves himBut everyone can see it’s just a whimShe thinks it comes from her heartBut in reality they should be apartHe can’t see through the lies in her eyesAnd comforts every tear she criesTheir hearts are like an out of time collaborationIt’s only going to end in devastationA love without any sign of hopeI wonder if his heart will cope... What do you think? -Esjae x...

Poem: Setting The Scene

Laying on the roundLooking so peacefulThe scene around you devastatingFlashing lights, sirens, bloodEverything is done for a reasonWhat reason is good enough for this? Would you want to live again?If there was an end like thisWould you be the victim?Living in a new spaceI’d be happy to take your placeWill you be happy now you lay so still? What do you think? -Esjae...

Poem: Separate Ways

I know I’ve got to do thisBut boy your love I’m going to missWe can’t work it out anymoreBecause my heart is shattered in pieces on the floorWe agreed to take it slowThat way our love would be guaranteed to growWe couldn’t be more wrongProved in your heart wasn’t where I belongYou couldn’t even remember the name of our songDon’t tell me to calm downI’m not even asking you to stick aroundDidn’t think...

Poem: Promises Mean Nothing Anymore

Do you know the feeling I have inside when you say my name?Yet you still play with my heart like it’s a piece in your gameLove can nearly always turn into hatePassion that dies, I guess that’s just fate You might not be by my sideBut I can’t hide the feelings in my heartYou can walk awayBut these feelings will stay I know you’ve played aroundYes you let me downBut no I can’t let you goI still love...

Poem: Precious

You body so preciousYour mind so pricelessYour soul floating lifelessThe result of so many harmful wordsMaking your soul float away like a flock of flying birdsI wish you could seeThat what is happening to you just isn’t the way it should beEach time you forgive and forgetThey’ll never live with regretYou are worth so much moreThe pain worse than beforeOne day you’ll open your eyesAnd the haze will...

Poem: Plain for Anyone to See

We’re meant to be togetherSo give me the chanceI’ll be by your side foreverBe one hundred percent faithfulGive you gifts and buy you thingsI’ll treat you rightBe by your side, no reason for us to fightNever do you wrongBecause in my heart you belongI’ll never leave you for anyone elseWon’t let anyone come in betweenYou and meBecause we’re meant to beIt’s plain for anyone to seeCall me when you get...

Poem: Our Illustration

A camera can only everIllustrate the memories that you hold in your headBut together we can reliveEvery little illustration that you hold in your hands We can dance, under the starsWe can eat, together a picnicWe can watch that same film in each other’s eyesWe can talk, about everything under the sun A person can only ever, make a memoryBut together we can make that memory last forever What do you...

Poem: Our Heroes

Fighting for you and meSo we can be what we want to beGiving their livesSpend a minute thinking about those who didn’t surviveThe wives left behindSee them come homeGive them some respectWhat more could we expectThey give everything for usNot doing it for some kind of buzzLives are lostFor such a big costYou shouldn’t have anything to hideThey are our prideGive a thought to all the familiesForget...

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Poem: Only Ready

Your voice runs through my headYour touch lingers on my skinYou’re standing in front of me,Eyes locked, body frozenThe sound of our hearts beating,Echoing from the wallsI’m only ready to fallIf you’re going to be there through it all What do you think? -Esjae x...

Poem: One Thing I Would Do

There’s a light above meGuiding me back homeBack to those I can turn toEspecially as I can’t last a day without youWith my last breath there is only one thing I would doSay I love youPlease be there waitingAnd never be contemplatingI’m coming home nowI hope I’m doing you proud What do you think? -Esjae x...

Poem: Nothing But Perfection

Let’s make a decisionA fatal incisionLove or hate,Whatever it must be fateCome in closerI’m not a poserI want the best,Won’t settle for anything lessLove me or hate meI’m all that you can see,And everything I want to beNothing but perfection,God’s own selectionYou might be standing tallBut who’s going to be there when you fall? What do you think? -Esjae x...

Poem: Not Where I Want To Be

The days come and goIt’s time to get awayI’m out of timeIt’s never going to be my dayStuck in the traffic jam of lifeStanding still not making it to where I want to beSomeone’s standing on the brakesIt’s time to moveDon’t want my life to be put in reverseI can’t come back strongerBecause I’m not where I want to be What do you think? -Esjae x...

Poem: Not Ready Yet

Walking aroundStaring at the groundPeople passing byNot ready for another good byeStay a while longerMaybe we will become strongerJust like Romeo and JulietWe have a love no one will forgetLet’s make this lastWe can’t let another moment pass What do you think? -Esjae x...

Poem: Not Ready To Leave

Staring at my beating heartI’m not ready to leaveNot yetSharp and so powerfulPlunging deepI’m not ready to leaveNot yetYou were just a strangerEyes filled with dangerSo forceful, you’ll never be remorsefulI’m not ready to leaveNot yetMaybe this is my endA kitchen utensilTaken all chanceFor a happy endingI wasn’t ready to leaveBut I guess I’ll have to be This poem came from several news stories...

Poem: Not An Imitation

How do you tell the one you loveYou’re in love with anotherWho promises the worldNot just material things like diamonds and pearlsA man who treats me like a princessHe doesn’t listen to my past as if it’s something I should confessPromising to help me succeed my dreamsAnd test life to its extremesA complete gentlemanOne who will pay for meals and hold open doorsWho will carry you shopping from the...

Poem: No Trust, No Love, No Angel From Above

Your side of the bed is emptyAnd so is the part of my heart that you once lived inMy eyes are so dryThere are no more tears left to cryMemories of you everywhere I turnThe pictures of you I just want to burnYour love I would once yearnBut not after I found out about you and herNo trust, no loveNo angel from above What do you think? -Esjae x...

Poem: No Doubt

Every time I hear your voiceMy heart stops without a choiceThe butterflies in my stomach are set freeAll the happens just by you speaking to me When you’re nearI know there is no need to fearYou’re by my side day and nightIn you I can confide, we have no need to fightBecause you are my guiding lightMy partner in lifeNo doubt one day we’ll become husband and wife What do you think? -Esjae x...

Poem: New Directions

I know things won’t changeSo I guess for now its good byeOne day we’ll meet againPlease don’t blame yourselfEspecially as this is something I have to doFor some this may seem an easy optionBut for me I can’t believe that it’s come to this I’ll say good bye for nowAs I don’t want to walk away foreverOne day you’ll understandOur love isn’t endingIt’s just taking a new directionNow we’ll be strong, moving...

Poem: Never Going To Change

I’m sorry I’ve got to let you knowI guess I still need youLong for your arms around me in the darkBut it’s time to let you goI long for all the things you used to doLike watching the sunset in the parkBaby I want you to know that it’s you I loveAnd you the only one I think ofLate at nightIf only those times we didn’t fightThen we would still be togetherLasting foreverMy feelings never changedEver...

Poem: Never But Forever Always

Our love has always been likeThe final call in the terminalThe end has always been thereBut we’ve been too scared to leaveOur love means we will always beBest friends but never anything moreWe have history,But we’ll never have a futureWe are never going to changeNever but forever always What do you think? -Esjae x...

Poem: My World In You

You’ve knocked me off of my feetYou’ve turned my world upside downYou drive me crazy all the timeBut to me you’ll always be perfect Never thought that this would happenSaying you are the oneFalling in loveHoping you are there through it allBecause now you are my world Laying beneath the starsListening to your heart beatingNot saying a wordThe silence says it all There is something about the way you...

Poem: My Star In The Sky

The night sky is so brightAlive with the dancing stars that give us lightEach a loved one goneMaking sure we stay strongEach day goes byAnd not another tear will cryAs each person has a star in the sky I know it’s a short one but what do you think? -Esjae x...

Poem: My Shadows

Hidden from viewDismissed from your thoughtsCapable of living on my ownFought through most of itThe rest I will go alone Living in the shadowsMaybe I don’t belong anywhereI’ll take another lieBut all I can see is what is beneath the wordsUnable to be the one you trust I thought everything was fineBut now I see I was just taking another lieEvery word loses the true meaningJust disappear into the shadowsAway...

Poem: My Hero

She’s the one who created me todayThe one who has influenced me in everywayOffering me so much in so many waysWithout expecting anything in returnThe one I look up to each and everydayThe one I see shinning back at meMy star in the night skyMy hero by my sideEach day we understand each other even moreLearning something new each dayOur bond so strongNothing will break the love we shareNo one can compareFor...

Poem: My Heart Instantly Knew

To have you is a blessingAnd now to the feelings in my heart you have me confessingNever thought I would find someone like youBut once I did my heart instantly knewYou’re the one to be by my side for lifeI dream to be made your wifeWith you I have a bond so strongEveryone can see we’re meant to belong When we’re apart I can’t help but miss youAnd all the little things you doYour hugs, your kissThey’re...

Poem: My Best Friend and Love, My Angel From Above

From the moment I looked into your eyesI was greeted by loves surpriseNever thought I would be here in your armsGuarded from all harmPlease don’t push me awayBecause with you my heart will always stay I believe in youHave faith in all you doNo doubt that to me you’ll be true I don’t want to spent a minute apartBecause our love is like a work of art My best friend and loveMy angel from above ...

Poem: The Long Goodbye

This is where my heart liesRight here in this momentWe're stuck for words,Neither of us know how to say our goodbye'sReminiscing over the gifts that were sent,The hours that we spent togetherPromising each other our forever Never going to forget what you've done for meNever going to forget the dreams you made me believeNever going to forget the world you made me see We're trying to say the words our...

BUSY BUSY BUSY

I have so much with college going on at the moment and work this weekend posting has sort of dropped to being non existent – I’m really sorry, and hopefully tonight I will have something for you all to read! Thank you for sticking with me. -Esjae x...

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