Sunday, 30 October 2011

Poem: Christmas Time

Christmas trees
Falling Leaves
Holly and mistletoe
Children playing in the snow

Family and friends
Making amends
Celebrating the festive season
Exchanging gifts with meaning and reason

What do you think?

- Esjae x

Poem: What We Are

Teenagers, prejudice
Louts and layabouts
Hoodys, scum
Times have changed
Communities rearranged
Knives carried for pride
Cars taken for a joy ride
You only see the bad
All the things that make us mad
You want us to change
But we can’t
It’s how you make us today
We need opportunities
Some sense of responsibilities
We are the youth of today
But we can’t repay to the communities
You’ve taken everything away
Then leave us with the blame

Give us a break,
You get me?

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: What I Need

So many things that I want
Top of the list is a knight and his steed
Second is true love
Followed by an angel sent from above
True love and protection
What I need is your affection
But there are some things that I’m dreaming about, if only
You were the one to hold me when I’m lonely
Then I wouldn’t have to be dreaming anymore

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: We’re Becoming To Be

I know I’m not perfect
But I do my best to get as close as I can
You say I don’t need to change
I see the doubt of you own words in your eyes
Our relationship used to be fine
I knew one hundred percent you were mine
But lately people made me question how we feel
And if our love is real
To them we can’t be
Anything more than average
But I thought we were perfect
And nothing less
It was only you I wanted to impress
People started talking
Then my mind started walking
Going round and round
Thinking about
All the little things you said
The looks you give the other girls
The distance you’re putting between you and me
Maybe it’s just me
Or what they’re saying we’re becoming to be

Tell me they’re wrong
And it’s in my heart you belong
Say things will always be perfect
Between you and me
Say there’s no need to question it
Because our hearts are a perfect fit
It all I want to hear from your lips
A comfortable silence
A little reassurance from you
Once in a while

What do you think?

- Esjae x

Poem: I'm Living My Truth Without Your Lies

You think you know it all
You think you know me
But if I tell you the truth you would stop and stall
If you open your eyes then maybe you would see
That I'm not longer going to
Play your games
Pretend that to me you're being true
When really you have 101 different love flames
You maybe 'Mr Perfect'
But really you're 'Mr Disrespect'

You haven't got the right to say to me
Who I should be
When you have me confused with 'Miss Last Night'
It's too late for you to protest, to put up a fight
You lost that right
When you didn't pick up last night
I told you from the beginning
You thought you were winning, when all you were doing was sinning

No one will and has ever made a fool out of me
From now I'm living my truth without your lies
I'm walking out, and I won't be coming back, you'll see
There won't be anymore tears from these eyes

I'm stronger now that I've woken up to see who you really are
You just another Mr Want It All with a sports car
I'm no longer going to be 'Miss Day Time'
While you sneak off to see 'Miss Night Time'
You my think you know everything
But in reality you know nothing

What do you think?

- Esjae x

Poem: We Will Always Have Yesterday But Never Tomorrow

I wait for the night time
To see you star in the night sky
And when it's time for sunrise
I have to say yet another goodbye
At least I can stand here by your grave side
To talk about the memories we made
And the lives that you have saved
I can look back to yesterday
And I can be angry that you weren't able to stay
But I'm reminded of the future you have given all of us
Even though you won't be returning on that army bus

You have done so much for so many
So many that won't even know your name
So many who will live their lives just the same
But for me I'll be living, holding on to our,
Private dreams and past memories
Staring at your treasured star
Taken from me fighting our countries enemies

We will always have yesterday
But we will never have tomorrow
I'll be thankful for everyday
Even though I'm filled with this sorrow

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Ebook: The Big Idea

Right, I had an idea for a brand new ebook – a little inspirational ebook!

I want everyone to tweet me their dreams –what do you want to achieve? What do you hope the future brings? What do you want to be doing 10 years from now?

Whatever your dream is – Please tweet me @staceyhubbard93 and let me know what it is use the hash tag #thebigdream – Once I feel I have sufficient entries to create an ebook I will compile it together and put it out for everyone to download for free!

You can e-mail me with them to me too. Just send your e-mail to esjae-official@hotmail.co.uk with ‘The Big Dream’ in the subject line.

But in order for this to work I need all of you to retweet, e-mail, post on facebook this message so it gets out to as many people as possible.

Thank you – Let’s see if we can get this idea to work?

-Esjae x

Poem: Until You Make It

I might not be who you want me to be
But I’m telling you now
I’ll be making it back somehow
I’ve been making the headlines
But only because life has no streets signs
To point me in the right direction
I have no angel to offer me protection
So I have to carve my own pathway
Ready for when it’s my day
Don’t be forgetting it
Or you’ll be regretting it
The day you make your name
Is the day when your life won’t be the same
So take your time
And treasure every dime
Don’t use it
Or you’ll abuse it
The faith that you have will never fade
Until the day that your made

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Unfaithful Lies And Crazy Accusations

We’ll be sat at the dinner table
Trying to hold a conversation
But the foundations of this love are unstable
Unfaithful lies and crazy accusations are the foundations
Won’t be long until the first plate smashes to the floor
And I’m heading to the door
The tears on your face can’t bring me back
Can’t change it, no that’s a fact
So many times we’ve tried to have this talk
But I’ve had enough and I’m going to walk

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Too Good To Be True

When everything goes wrong
You’re always the outsider
The one no one believes
Maybe I should have realised
The friendship we had was,
Too good to be true

When they all come running
I’ll always remember
When I became the outsider
The time I should have realised
The friendship we had was,
Too good to be true.

Now I know
Never forgotten
The outsider I will always be
I have realised
The friendship we had was
Too good to be true

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Time To Come Clean

The situations getting old
People are talking, things are being told
I know I should have walked away
But it was my heart that strayed
Played games with my mind
It was only his love that I could find
You’d decided to head on home
But it was to another I’d decided to roam
One more dance
Captivated by his glance
I know I’ve got to come clean
Especially as so many have seen
Him and me
This situation isn’t right
I can’t take it, I don’t want to fight
But I guess then that’s just fate
When love turns to hate

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: This Should Be The End

Save me from falling
I don’t want my heart to be calling,
After you
Remember the times you cried
Accusing me of things, saying I had lied
But it wasn’t me, was it
This should be the end of us shouldn’t it?
Cursing my name
But it’s you with the unfaithful fame
Don’t be throwing accusations
Especially when we’ve had too many confrontations
I’m ready to leave
Because I just can’t believe
That you have strayed
While my heart has stayed
Don’t take me for a mug
As on our love I have pulled the plug

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Just A Quick Update

Things are going so well at the moment. This blog has gone past the 2000 views mark which is an amazing achieve considering it's not been up for very long.

I want to say a huge thank you to everyone who has downloaded my poetry ebook 'Words From A Teenage Mind' either the first release or the signed edition.

Thank you to everyone who has given me any type of feedback, I really appreciate it!

-Esjae

Poem: Them And Me

Tell me what you think of me
I know the truth must be bad
Especially now, after all that was said
You say to me that you’ll never forget
But when you’re with them it’s already forgotten
You tell me, honestly
But you tell them truthfully
It could have stayed like this
But I broke the pattern
I knew I couldn’t compete
With these, I’ll remember our honest memory
You remember your truthful memory
At least with us it wasn’t just one way

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: The Truth

You want things to be right
We talk all night
But deep inside
I know we can’t hide
The truth that we want to deny
Like two pieces of a puzzle that just won’t fit
No matter how hard we try
We just can’t lie
It always ends the same way
What we think is right
They know is wrong
We can’t hide the fact we want to deny

What do you think?

- Esjae x

Download: Signed Poetry Ebook–Words From A Teenage Mind

You can get the signed version of my poetry ebook, Words From A Teenage Mind, now. All you need to do is follow the link below and it’s yours!

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Don’t worry, it’s free!

-Esjae x

Hi youtube - Firstly I want to say thank you to everyone who has
taken the time to look at one of my poetry videos - I appreciate it!

Basically I have my poetry ebook - Words From a Teenage Mind - out now for free
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If you download it please tell me what you think either here or on my poetry blog:

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I also now have a facebook page that you can go and 'like'

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There you can see my poetry presented with pictures

My twitter has changed to @staceyhubbard93

-Esjae x

Poem: The Silent Suffering

A tear running down your face
You explain your pain
Day after day you’ve suffered
Every hour you’ve never said a word
Your voice unheard
Now you have the confidence
That you once lost
Separated from the world you once belonged to
All you need is a sense of security

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: The Step I Have To Take

How many chances before you call it a day?
How many lies have I got to hear before I get my say?
I’m hearing so much nonsense
Boy don’t you have a conscience
Can’t you see what you’re doing to me?
A romantic gesture, on bended knee
That isn’t going to help you now
I can’t even scream about that other cow
You’ve reduced me to petty name calling
I wish I’d known when you had me falling
That I wouldn’t be your only
The last to call when you got lonely
I won’t be running back
I refuse to let the tears leave tracks
I’m turning my back on you
And everything you say you will do
Your words mean nothing
I’m just going to concentrate on living
This is the step I have to take
Even if it means my heart will break

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: The Performance

Speakers make the sound loud
Performer onstage proud
Doing their thing
To hear the crowd sing
So many lights make the temperature sore
Now the audience wants more
What’s this you hear?
Could this be an encore?

This is a bit of a short one, what do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: The Minority

People stop and stare
They’re the ones who need a sign saying beware
When they know your name
They’ll start following your game
Your names in lights
Soon people are in your face
This is when you need some headspace
They’ll start stabbing you in the back
Their words on the attack

All I’m trying to say is
Keep your head
Watch your back
Focus on the track,
Laid out in front of you
Forget about the small few
They are the minority

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: The Lasting Memory

Things will change
People will move on
Memories forgotten
The only thing that will stick in my mind
Is the way you stick by my side
True friends forever
The one memory treasured in my head
Kept safe forever

What do you think?

- Esjae x

Poem: The Feeling Inside

Your hand in mine
For all of time
Please guide me through
As I never want to be without you
You’re the breath in my body
You’re the beat in my heart
I’ve been waiting for this feeling
That I’m slowly revealing
I need to hold you
A need that’s become overdue
You’ve opened my eyes
To the feelings I have inside

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: The Best Is Yet To Come

A part of you is a part of me
And will always be
But now we’re through
We’ll walk our separate ways
It may take days
But in time you’ll see
The best is yet to come
I hope you understand
All is said and done
Walk with your held high
Because both of us know
How hard it is to say goodbye
With all the memories
And special places
In one of those new faces
You will find love
Another heart to treasure

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Take Every Chance

No second chances
Refuse to give you any second glances
You walked out on us
And left me behind
Another door has closed in my face
But I just stand up once again
And face the world with a smile
Because I know I can do better
Than what you gave me
Find another who loves me for who I am

Every day is a fight
But for once I’ve seen the light
And I know that this life is my fight
To prove myself
To me and no one else
Push my mind, body and soul to its limits
So that I know I’ve done all I can

Don’t want to blink
In case I miss anything
Only got one chance at this life
No need to keep believing the lies
Just got to realise the love is in my eyes
For this world
Take every chance
Don’t let it slip passed

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Stay By My Side

You’ve opened my mind
To what the future could hold
Fingers intertwined
Hearts beat in time
You’re like the puzzle piece I’ve been trying to find
Your love feels electric
Pulsing through my veins

I’m ready to fly
With you by my side
Gliding through everything
Happy or sad
Good or bad
Together is how we’re meant to be

I like the way you say my name,
The way you never want to bring me pain
And those days we kiss in the rain
The small things like the smile you try to hide
And all the secrets you confide

I’ll wish tonight
That you’ll stay by my side

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Spiralling Love

Love, hate, passion and fate
One minute you’re walking tall
The next you’re falling beyond all control
If it wasn’t for the glint in your eyes
That shot me to the skies
My heart wouldn’t be breaking
And this smile I wouldn’t be faking
I just wish I was the one on your mind at night
And during the day we didn’t fight
Saying things we didn’t mean
Believing what everyone else has seen
I know I’ve had my chance
But really you shouldn’t have shot me that glance
Do you know the feelings I have inside when you say my name?
How can you play with my heart like it’s a game?
Boy do you have no shame
Following my every step
With love you don’t have time to prep

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Sorry For Breaking It To You This Way

I never asked to fall in love
I’d already given up
Don’t need an angel from above
I’m all out of luck
I’m not willing to try
It will only be a waste of time
Sorry if it’s not what you what you want to hear
But I just don’t want you near
I’m sorry for breaking it to you in this way
But there wasn’t anything else for me to say
There’s not much either of us could do
I just don’t love you

What do you think of this one?

-Esjae x

Poem: Something To Remember

Some people call you crazy, I call you mine
Together we’ll last till the end of time
Written like a fairytale, our love is meant to last
Forget about the past, look into the future
Together we’ll make it something to remember

A moment together will last forever
Saying those three words to each other
And knowing we’ll never part
Always treasured in my heart

Written in the stars
Is our future in each other
Guiding us down our path together
Finger interlocked
Hearts intertwined
Just like those two star crossed lovers

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Someday Soon

Today maybe a new day
But there will always be
The problems on the outside
The people who can’t see who you really are
The ones who want you to be different

You always say, make the best of what you have
But how can you when,
You know someone will die
You know someone will be unhappy
You know everything is out of your hands

I know tomorrow is coming
And there’s nothing you can do
No one will start a new
For some it will end
But for someone somewhere it will be a good day
For you it could be today, tomorrow or someday soon

I don’t really know if I like this one… What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Small Steps

Music plays in my head like a movie
You’re the soundtrack to my life
It’s never going to be easy
But you’ve always been around to save me
Now you’ve caught me just before I fall
You hand grips mine
Taking small steps
Don’t know who I’d be without you
Your face decorates my dreams
Your hand guides me down the street
My heart won’t beat without you
I can’t take a breath without you

Take a step back,
See who you’ve made me
Take a step beside me,
See now your guiding me
Take a step in front,
See your going now

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Massive Thank You!

I’m saying a massive thank you to every single person who has downloaded my poetry ebook for free – ‘Words From A Teenage Mind’. So far it has been downloaded 167 times! That is way beyond anything I could have ever imagined!

If you haven’t already downloaded it then please do! The link to go to is:

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Also I would appreciate any feedback anyone has good or bad I would love to hear it all.

Again, THANK YOU!

-Esjae x

Poem: Sleep Tight

Each number has a name
And each name has a number
Imagine being lost in a crowd
Never to be found
Just a number with a name
A name lost in this world
Fighting for you and I
For us to have a piece of mind
I hope you sleep well tonight
Knowing a number with a name
Died for you tonight

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: She Says She Loves Him

She says she loves him
But everyone can see it’s just a whim
She thinks it comes from her heart
But in reality they should be apart
He can’t see through the lies in her eyes
And comforts every tear she cries
Their hearts are like an out of time collaboration
It’s only going to end in devastation
A love without any sign of hope
I wonder if his heart will cope...

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Setting The Scene

Laying on the round
Looking so peaceful
The scene around you devastating
Flashing lights, sirens, blood
Everything is done for a reason
What reason is good enough for this?

Would you want to live again?
If there was an end like this
Would you be the victim?
Living in a new space
I’d be happy to take your place
Will you be happy now you lay so still?

What do you think?

-Esjae

Poem: Separate Ways

I know I’ve got to do this
But boy your love I’m going to miss
We can’t work it out anymore
Because my heart is shattered in pieces on the floor
We agreed to take it slow
That way our love would be guaranteed to grow
We couldn’t be more wrong
Proved in your heart wasn’t where I belong
You couldn’t even remember the name of our song
Don’t tell me to calm down
I’m not even asking you to stick around
Didn’t think in our home it would rain
Filled with screaming, heartache and pain
While I let my heart and brain make a mends
We can’t even stay friends
It’s time to go our separate ways

What do you think?

- Esjae

PS. Don’t forget to download my free poetry ebook in PDF form, - ‘Words From A Teenage Mind’ from the following link:

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Poem: Promises Mean Nothing Anymore

Do you know the feeling I have inside when you say my name?
Yet you still play with my heart like it’s a piece in your game
Love can nearly always turn into hate
Passion that dies, I guess that’s just fate

You might not be by my side
But I can’t hide the feelings in my heart
You can walk away
But these feelings will stay

I know you’ve played around
Yes you let me down
But no I can’t let you go
I still love you and that you’ve got to know

I’m sure we can work this out
All we got to do is talk this out
Just between us two
I know you want her, just remember all that we’ve been through

Will she stand by your side like I have?
Will she play around like you have?

Remember I said I’d stay
Even after the first time
Gave you the benefit of the doubt
Believed every word
Forgot everything that I’d heard

So much for love
Being your princess and your angel from above
Didn’t you say that to her
And on my life you swore
That the first time would be the last time

I know you’ve taken me for a mug
But I’m hooked on you like some kind of drug
Every time I decide to walk away
I turn right around and agree to stay

Promises mean nothing
It’s time to prove to me something
If this is love or hate
I need to know our fate

I know this is a quite a long piece which is quite unusual for me but I wanted to try something new when I wrote it! – What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Precious

You body so precious
Your mind so priceless
Your soul floating lifeless
The result of so many harmful words
Making your soul float away like a flock of flying birds
I wish you could see
That what is happening to you just isn’t the way it should be
Each time you forgive and forget
They’ll never live with regret
You are worth so much more
The pain worse than before
One day you’ll open your eyes
And the haze will rise
Let the truth be told
About the life that used to be controlled
Your feelings no longer need to be hidden
The pain you once felt will never be forgiven

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Plain for Anyone to See

We’re meant to be together
So give me the chance
I’ll be by your side forever
Be one hundred percent faithful
Give you gifts and buy you things
I’ll treat you right
Be by your side, no reason for us to fight
Never do you wrong
Because in my heart you belong
I’ll never leave you for anyone else
Won’t let anyone come in between
You and me
Because we’re meant to be
It’s plain for anyone to see
Call me when you get lonely
Because I want to be your one and only

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Our Illustration

A camera can only ever
Illustrate the memories that you hold in your head
But together we can relive
Every little illustration that you hold in your hands

We can dance, under the stars
We can eat, together a picnic
We can watch that same film in each other’s eyes
We can talk, about everything under the sun

A person can only ever, make a memory
But together we can make that memory last forever

What do you think?

-Esjae

Poem: Our Heroes

Fighting for you and me
So we can be what we want to be
Giving their lives
Spend a minute thinking about those who didn’t survive
The wives left behind
See them come home
Give them some respect
What more could we expect
They give everything for us
Not doing it for some kind of buzz
Lives are lost
For such a big cost
You shouldn’t have anything to hide
They are our pride
Give a thought to all the families
Forget all the controversies
They’re our heroes
Let’s support them in what they need to do
Remember it’s for me and you

What do you think?

-Esjae

Free Download Anyone?

You may have noticed that I have a new tab alongside the home, about and contact tabs saying Downloads. On this page I will be posting all of the free download links to my pdf ebooks, poetry, pictures, or any poetry documents I think you’ll be interested in.

The first link I have posted on the downloads page is this one:

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=HTYFUHE7

By clicking the above link you will be able to download and read my pdf ebook, Words From A Teenage Mind for free!

So what are you waiting for? It’s free and available now, go and download it!

A quick thank you to any & all followers I appreciate it remember you can follow me on twitter (http://twitter.com/staceyhubbard93) and you can ‘like’ my facebook page (https://www.facebook.com/theesjaeofficial). Thank you for all the comments and feedback I appreciate them all

-Esjae x

Poem: Only Ready

Your voice runs through my head
Your touch lingers on my skin
You’re standing in front of me,
Eyes locked, body frozen
The sound of our hearts beating,
Echoing from the walls
I’m only ready to fall
If you’re going to be there through it all

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: One Thing I Would Do

There’s a light above me
Guiding me back home
Back to those I can turn to
Especially as I can’t last a day without you
With my last breath there is only one thing I would do
Say I love you
Please be there waiting
And never be contemplating
I’m coming home now
I hope I’m doing you proud

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Nothing But Perfection

Let’s make a decision
A fatal incision
Love or hate,
Whatever it must be fate
Come in closer
I’m not a poser
I want the best,
Won’t settle for anything less
Love me or hate me
I’m all that you can see,
And everything I want to be
Nothing but perfection,
God’s own selection
You might be standing tall
But who’s going to be there when you fall?

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Not Where I Want To Be

The days come and go
It’s time to get away
I’m out of time
It’s never going to be my day
Stuck in the traffic jam of life
Standing still not making it to where I want to be
Someone’s standing on the brakes
It’s time to move
Don’t want my life to be put in reverse
I can’t come back stronger
Because I’m not where I want to be

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Not Ready Yet

Walking around
Staring at the ground
People passing by
Not ready for another good bye
Stay a while longer
Maybe we will become stronger
Just like Romeo and Juliet
We have a love no one will forget
Let’s make this last
We can’t let another moment pass

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Not Ready To Leave

Staring at my beating heart
I’m not ready to leave
Not yet
Sharp and so powerful
Plunging deep
I’m not ready to leave
Not yet
You were just a stranger
Eyes filled with danger
So forceful, you’ll never be remorseful
I’m not ready to leave
Not yet
Maybe this is my end
A kitchen utensil
Taken all chance
For a happy ending
I wasn’t ready to leave
But I guess I’ll have to be

This poem came from several news stories about knife crime.

What do you think?

-Esjae

Poem: Not An Imitation

How do you tell the one you love
You’re in love with another
Who promises the world
Not just material things like diamonds and pearls
A man who treats me like a princess
He doesn’t listen to my past as if it’s something I should confess
Promising to help me succeed my dreams
And test life to its extremes
A complete gentleman
One who will pay for meals and hold open doors
Who will carry you shopping from the store
The only person you want to catch you when you fall
The first to be in your missed calls

A real man
Not an imitation of one

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: No Trust, No Love, No Angel From Above

Your side of the bed is empty
And so is the part of my heart that you once lived in
My eyes are so dry
There are no more tears left to cry
Memories of you everywhere I turn
The pictures of you I just want to burn
Your love I would once yearn
But not after I found out about you and her
No trust, no love
No angel from above

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: No Doubt

Every time I hear your voice
My heart stops without a choice
The butterflies in my stomach are set free
All the happens just by you speaking to me

When you’re near
I know there is no need to fear
You’re by my side day and night
In you I can confide, we have no need to fight
Because you are my guiding light
My partner in life
No doubt one day we’ll become husband and wife

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: New Directions

I know things won’t change
So I guess for now its good bye
One day we’ll meet again
Please don’t blame yourself
Especially as this is something I have to do
For some this may seem an easy option
But for me I can’t believe that it’s come to this

I’ll say good bye for now
As I don’t want to walk away forever
One day you’ll understand
Our love isn’t ending
It’s just taking a new direction
Now we’ll be strong, moving on
Let’s just go on in our different directions

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Never Going To Change

I’m sorry I’ve got to let you know
I guess I still need you
Long for your arms around me in the dark
But it’s time to let you go
I long for all the things you used to do
Like watching the sunset in the park
Baby I want you to know that it’s you I love
And you the only one I think of
Late at night
If only those times we didn’t fight
Then we would still be together
Lasting forever
My feelings never changed
Ever since that first look we exchanged
We may have gone our separate ways
But it’s in your heart my love will all ways stay

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: Never But Forever Always

Our love has always been like
The final call in the terminal
The end has always been there
But we’ve been too scared to leave
Our love means we will always be
Best friends but never anything more
We have history,
But we’ll never have a future
We are never going to change
Never but forever always

What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: My World In You

You’ve knocked me off of my feet
You’ve turned my world upside down
You drive me crazy all the time
But to me you’ll always be perfect

Never thought that this would happen
Saying you are the one
Falling in love
Hoping you are there through it all
Because now you are my world

Laying beneath the stars
Listening to your heart beating
Not saying a word
The silence says it all

There is something about the way you smile
That lights up the whole world
There is nothing that I could do without you
There is something about your eyes,
That makes me fall every time

This is a really really old poem that I thought I’d put up because I like it even though there are loads of improvements that could be made…. What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: My Star In The Sky

The night sky is so bright
Alive with the dancing stars that give us light
Each a loved one gone
Making sure we stay strong
Each day goes by
And not another tear will cry
As each person has a star in the sky

I know it’s a short one but what do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: My Shadows

Hidden from view
Dismissed from your thoughts
Capable of living on my own
Fought through most of it
The rest I will go alone

Living in the shadows
Maybe I don’t belong anywhere
I’ll take another lie
But all I can see is what is beneath the words
Unable to be the one you trust

I thought everything was fine
But now I see I was just taking another lie
Every word loses the true meaning
Just disappear into the shadows
Away from this cloud of confusion

What do you think,

-Esjae x

Poem: My Hero

She’s the one who created me today
The one who has influenced me in everyway
Offering me so much in so many ways
Without expecting anything in return
The one I look up to each and everyday
The one I see shinning back at me
My star in the night sky
My hero by my side
Each day we understand each other even more
Learning something new each day
Our bond so strong
Nothing will break the love we share
No one can compare
For what you have done for me is indescribable
You’ll always be my hero
No matter what you do

I wrote this one for a friend whose Mum has passed away… let me know what you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: My Heart Instantly Knew

To have you is a blessing
And now to the feelings in my heart you have me confessing
Never thought I would find someone like you
But once I did my heart instantly knew
You’re the one to be by my side for life
I dream to be made your wife
With you I have a bond so strong
Everyone can see we’re meant to belong

When we’re apart I can’t help but miss you
And all the little things you do
Your hugs, your kiss
They’re impossible not to miss

Another ‘lovey’ one – What do you think?

-Esjae x

Poem: My Best Friend and Love, My Angel From Above

From the moment I looked into your eyes
I was greeted by loves surprise
Never thought I would be here in your arms
Guarded from all harm
Please don’t push me away
Because with you my heart will always stay

I believe in you
Have faith in all you do
No doubt that to me you’ll be true

I don’t want to spent a minute apart
Because our love is like a work of art

My best friend and love
My angel from above

What do you think? - I dug this one out from deep within my external hard drive (meaning it must be from way back when I just started writing poetry!).

-Esjae

Poem: The Long Goodbye

This is where my heart lies
Right here in this moment
We're stuck for words,
Neither of us know how to say our goodbye's
Reminiscing over the gifts that were sent,
The hours that we spent together
Promising each other our forever

Never going to forget what you've done for me
Never going to forget the dreams you made me believe
Never going to forget the world you made me see

We're trying to say the words our hearts long to speak
We're taking separate paths because our journey together looks bleak

This is the long goodbye
In my head I know why
But my heart just longs for us to lie

Let me know what you think

-Esjae x

BUSY BUSY BUSY

I have so much with college going on at the moment and work this weekend posting has sort of dropped to being non existent – I’m really sorry, and hopefully tonight I will have something for you all to read!

Thank you for sticking with me.

-Esjae x

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